OK. Like with my previous post, I already admitted I'm seloso, as in super seloso...
So what a way to spoil my day, and my life for that matter, is knowing that my partner's ex of 3 years is still in communication with him...
I know all those blah blah na "past is past", "he already moved on" and that "they are just friends".. these words don't calm me... honestly...
So when I learned that my partner will be in one place with his ex, for an overnight stay, without my presence, really push me to my limits of being jealous... :( even if there are some friends with them... but still... :((
I cant recall how many times we "separated" before this one, but certainly, this time around, I know I have the right to be jealous....
Who wouldn't be? Picture this, Your partner and his ex, knowing that he's his greatest love to date, will have all the time in the world to talk and be together... God... those hours seemed an eternity to me... I didn't get to sleep at all... :(
The saddest part is, he knows I'm jealous of the EX, but still he pushes through...and then off we go...
... and on again in a couple of days... (to be continued)
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