PARANOIA

Hay, so after I learned about it, I immediately broke off with him...

Knowing me as a soft-hearted person, and honestly, I already have feelings for him, only after a few hours, we came back to each others arms... :)

But my being jealous was replaced with being suspicious... susme... mas mahirap pala... :(

And I continue to struggle everyday trying to fight off any bad idea that is coming to my mind that alleviates my being "TOPAK-in"...

And everytime I was about to give up, or when my paranoia sets in, there's only one thing that kept me going...

I know in the deepest of my heart, I knew I already LOVED HIM...